Right now, I am homeless. Yes, you read that correctly. I would prefer not to get into too many specifics, except to say that my current (now former) living situation had deteriorated completely. In order to keep my children safe -- and to save myself and what was left of my mental sanity -- I packed clothes, my laptop, and a few toys in the car and left. Permanently. I don't know if or when I will ever look back.
So the goal right now is to start from the proverbial Square One and move forward. I am relying on the kindness of friends and strangers alike as I navigate through this difficult time. I have been blessed by friends giving us a place to stay, babysitting while I go on job interviews, and providing prayers and emotional support while I work on finding (a) a job, (b) a place to live, and (c) school for the boys. Am I making any progress? Well that depends on the day; there are so many steps in the process and the obstacles seem insurmountable at times.
After making dozens and dozens and dozens of phone calls, I finally found an agency that provides emergency housing for families in need -- and had space available during this extra cold weather. They also have established a network of other resources and charities that assist with everything from food to gas vouchers to housing and beyond. I am so grateful for their efforts and assistance. Right now, I have a place to call "home base" and folks that know where to look for the things that I need most right now. We get dinner and a warm place to stay at a local church each night, and the day center gives us a place to shower, stay warm during the day, and keep our clothes clean. Basic things that most of us take for granted -- that I took for granted -- and now I appreciate every one of them in ways I never imagined.
What I have accomplished so far is getting my oldest son back into his old elementary school, which gives him a stable place during the weekdays. I thought it was important for him to be in a familiar environment with friends that know him well. This week I will begin finding a preschool/daycare for my youngest, in preparation for when I get a job and go back to work. I registered with a staffing agency last week and took their aptitude tests. Hopefully I get called to go on interviews this week or next. I have lots of office experience and know there is somewhere my skills can be put to good use.
As I work on getting the rest of my life back on track, I know that I am on the right path this time. It won't happen overnight, but I am prepared (I think) to take that journey one step at a time. I greatly appreciate all the love and support the three of us have received so far, and any that is to come down the road. Will share more of my experience as it unfolds...
